The Reason Why I Love (You)

LOVE

People said girl friends always help each other. After the incident, I never really trust anyone especially girl friends (very ironic with other people, right?) Since that moment, I became friends with guys. I mean, boys as based on my perspective, even though boys can be such bad-ass and talking harsh stuffs to me, I still feel comfortable with them rather than girls. (SEGHIOUSLY)

The first two guy friends that I made was Izzul and Sulhi. If I want to describe their physical appearances and compare it with Cleveland guys, I can say that Ahmad resembled Sulhi so much (Sulhi maybe more handsome, but Ahmad is more rich-looking :p). So, if I looked at Ahmad, don't judge that I like him, it just that he resembled so much like my friend.

Moving on, I always shared things with them. And they even listened! They were far better than those fake girls who always talked about make-ups and those underweight girls will understand! As I, being different than others, loved to talk about politics and history at the age of twelve with my guy friends. They were both amazing!

But who says that I didn't have emotional feeling with one of them? Sulhi was basically my elder brother but Izzul... it's complicated. I had a crush on him but he had a crush with Lily and I had to pretend that I had a crush on his friend, Danial, to make that it didn't feel awkward to talk about Lily all the time while I had to ensure that I appeared that I had a big crush on Danial.

Falling...... in LOVE

If we went back in time, The Elites humiliated me in front of Izzul and he defended me. Know that feeling when Prince Charming came to the rescue? Yup, that's how I felt towards him. Anyway, that feeling stayed that way even though during the time interval after Lily, Izzul had a crush on Amalia, Ain Syifaa and Husna Marshofi.

I had a crush on him until I aged fifteen and basically, we were no longer best friends as I confessed to him twice, I think... (wait, maybe it's thrice...ah, I'm not really sure)... and Sulhi, my dear Sulhi, he disappeared from my life when I entered high school.

However, it was fun to be with those guys. Those memories after those pain... made me a better person. But those guys in Cleveland slandered me seducing them whereas I just enjoyed being friends with them (sobs).

So, I would like to express my gratitude to my counsellors throughout this semester:  Zulkifli Anuar,  Ahmad Nasruddin,   Nazrul Haqimi, Zawawi Aziz, Q-me, Iskandar, Ahmad Shafiq, Adam Nazir,  Bazum   and my gifted buddy, Anas Shafawi.

And to other Cleveland guy buddies who didn't have the chance to be my counsellors; Hanif Rawi, Fezree (Zef) and GR[AMMAR]... you guys are fun, too...

P/S: But girl friends in Cleveland are not like those people who made my childhood full of sadness... Zu, Zaimah, Dania, Afrina, Alia are my partners, Ro, too is one of the people that I am grateful to meet with. So far, my life is great with you guys~!

Prepared by, Miss Yoo...