Never Trust Others

So, after several attempts that I preferred to call as "the building of myself", there was one incident that I remembered the most. It was already seven years since the incident, but I love to share this story and I also have a good friendship (not really, just so-so) with those who were involved with that incident.

I was eleven years old. I was getting taller and was one of the tallest girl in the class. I put a lot of weight too (the beginning of my obese life) and I didn't get bullied anymore. I think I was an okay person. Respected, smart and loveable among my community. Well, the last part is not really a true statement as if I was that loveable, that incident won't happened.

I was being the vice-representative of class at that time. My so-called best friends that was broadly known as "The Elites" named ... (I already forgave them, so let's not put the name, shall we?) were making noises and for those who were born on the 90s will know we had this "L", "P" system, right? So, I was just being fair and just. I wrote their names.

They went mad and they said I didn't respect our friendship. I said that I shouldn't be biased no matter what the situation is. Things happened and suddenly it became eight people against one. And when I looked around, I knew I was alone. I didn't tell my parents because I was afraid that will make my parents worried. Thus, I stayed and endured.

One day, out of the blue, they said they want to apologize. My classroom at that time had two store rooms and one of the rooms was our hangout place. So, to get peace, I went into that room without knowing it was a trap. Suddenly, they locked me in the room and they investigated me; asking me questions, humiliating me... until I can't hold it anymore, I cried.

zzZzzzZ..... Don't trust others... zzZZzZ

They opened the door and there were lots of people standing outside. I remembered their expressions. Izzul, Sulhi and others were saving me from this humiliation. I couldn't stop crying and just hoping that it was just a dream.

Boo hoo hoo... It isn't fair... Stop making cry!!

It wasn't. I still remembered everything clearly. It was so vivid as they said, the more you tried to forget, the more you remember. Now it's over and that incident made me realize that you could never trust other people than your family as those who you trust the most can crush you, can ruin you. So, never trust others, that's all I can say based on my experience.

Prepared by, Miss Yoo... :D